We focus on where our mind, words and actions should be on Shavuaot to connect to the energy that is available. If we don’t do it correctly, that opportunity will just pass by. Theres about a seven hour window to make that connection.
Our name on Shavuot night become “people of the wedding canopy.” God is the groom and we are the bride. Metaphorically the jewelry we are adorned with is precisely based on the study of Torah we do on Shavuot night. The Creator then puts a crown (Keter) on our head. This is a metaphysical connection to the highest realms.
Shavuot connects us to the highest desire - immortality. We need to be believe its possible and that’s our goal on Shavuot. Its one of the most difficult things to believe can happen. Its the ultimate desire; its so much more than the desire for money or fame however large those desires might be. Every Shavuot we have a chance to fill up our battery with the energy of immortality.
The righteous are creating a canopy for the bride. And who is righteous? It is anyone who justifies that the events that take place in their life is for the positive.
What happened exactly at the end of time? When someone “repents from love” the sins become merits. The concept of “repentance from love” is the technology by which the negative traits don’t become cancelled but rather converts to positivity,
What is the worse sin a person can do? When they regret the positive spiritual actions that they had done. Where they think it was pointless, God forbid.
There are three levels of repentance: fear, respect and love. Repentance from respect is the idea that the Creator is with me all the time and through that we are humbled in our behavior. Repentance from love turns sins into merits.
The end of time is parallel to Shavuot. its the same energy only the end of time energy lasts forever and Shavuot lasts for a few hours. We should approach Shavuot like it will last forever.
Now we go deeper into the idea of repentance. The way sin works is that a purposeful sin is always preceded by an accidental sin. Repentance from fear changes a purposeful sin into one that’s considered accidental. Repentance from love however turns the purposeful sin into an extremely positive action. How can we understand this?
Why does a person commit a crime? It says in the Talmud that there is nothing more painful than when a white mule beats you up. The word mule in hebrew relates to seperation. White is the state of feeling special. So the idea of feeling your great is the greatest pain.