Count Each Person/ Make Each Person Count
שאו את ראש כל עדת בני ישראל כו' (במדבר א, ב). המנין היה כדי להשרות עליהם שכינה. כל אדם יעשה כן יחשוב את עצמו לדבר שבמנין, וכאלו הכל תלוי בו. גם יחשוב הכל תלוי בפעולתו, וכמו שאמרו רבותינו ז"ל (קדושין מ, ב) לעולם יחשוב האדם כאלו העולם חצי חייב וחצי זכאי, (וכן) [ואם] הוא ג"כ עשה עבירה, נמצא מכריע את עצמו ואת כל העולם לכף חובה. עשה מצוה, מכריע את עצמו ואת כל העולם לכף זכות. ככה יחשוב תמיד:
שאו את ראש בני ישראל . The purpose of the count was to enable the שכינה to take up residence among the Jewish people. Everyone should become aware of his personal value by having been counted. He was encouraged to think that everything depended on his personal activity and contribution. This is why the sages have said that a person should always consider himself as if mankind's merits and demerits were in perfect balance, and his very next action would tilt the scales giving him a chance to determine the world's fate. A single good deed by him would enable the world to endure (Kidushin 40).

According to this text, what was the purpose of counting each person in the desert? What does it add to think of taking a census as “lifting up the head” of each person?

Excerpts from On the Pulse of Morning by Maya Angelou

A Rock, A River, A Tree

Hosts to species long since departed,

Marked the mastodon,

The dinosaur, who left dried tokens

Of their sojourn here

On our planet floor,

Any broad alarm of their hastening doom

Is lost in the gloom of dust and ages.

But today, the Rock cries out to us, clearly, forcefully,

Come, you may stand upon my

Back and face your distant destiny,

But seek no haven in my shadow,

I will give you no hiding place down here.

You, created only a little lower than

The angels, have crouched too long in

The bruising darkness

Have lain too long

Facedown in ignorance...

The Rock cries out to us today,

You may stand upon me,

But do not hide your face….

Lift up your eyes upon

The day breaking for you...

The horizon leans forward,

Offering you space to place new steps of change.

Here, on the pulse of this fine day

You may have the courage

To look up and out upon me, the

Rock, the River, the Tree, your country...

Here on the pulse of this new day

You may have the grace to look up and out

And into your sister's eyes, into

Your brother's face, your country

And say simply

Very simply

With hope

Good morning.

Brene Brown, Braving the Wilderness

True belonging doesn’t require us to change who we are. It requires us to be who we are...to believe in and belong to ourselves so fully that we can find sacredness in both being a part of something, and standing alone when necessary. But in a culture that’s rife with perfectionism and pleasing, and with the erosion of civility, it’s easy to stay quiet, hide in our ideological bunkers, or fit in rather than show up as our true selves and brave the wilderness of uncertainty and criticism.

  • What do these texts add to your discussion of what it means to be “hefker (being open, unattached) like the wilderness” from last week? How do they speak to the idea of counting each person/ lifting each head in the census at the beginning of the book of Bamidbar?

  • How might these texts speak to the experience of the Israelites’ wilderness journey from slavery in Egypt to receiving torah at Sinai? How do they speak to your own moments of “braving the wilderness of uncertainty”? What invitation do you hear in “do not hide your face”?

  • What hiding places are no longer available to you in the “wilderness” of this last year? What are you being called to face? Where do you seek protection, comfort, courage, or hope?

God Was In This Place & I, I Did Not Know, Rabbi Lawrence Kushner

Each person has a Torah unique to that person, his or her innermost teaching. Some seem to know their Torahs very early in life and speak and sing them in a myriad of ways. Others spend their whole lives stammering, shaping and rehearsing them. Some are long, some are short. Some are intricate and poetic, others are only a few words, and still others can only be spoken through gesture and example. But every soul has a Torah. To hear another say Torah is a precious gift. For each soul, by the time of his or her final hour, the Torah is complete, the teaching done